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"I am not confident.

I know I'm smart, but not in the ways that count.

I read people much better than books,

but can never find the right words to explain my findings.

I'm only as funny as I feel,

and I do not think I'm pretty.

Most of the time, I walk with my head down,

and my posture is absolutely horrible.

I think terrible things about other people,

and I always let my emoitions get the best of me.

I'm really not as nice as I'd like to be,

or as innocent as you think I am."

I am overly sensative and not at all a morning person.

I am a perfectionist, in an extremely anal kind of way.

I am a dreamer, with little motivation.

I am really no good at all, on my own.

My thoughts always sound better in situations

where I don't really need them.

I am a contradiction to everything I want to stand for.

I want things to be more than just okay.

I want people to say what they mean and mean what they say.

I want the tension and awkwardness to be gone.

And maybe I'm trying to push you away,

because I feel horrible every time someone has to deal with

the terrible disaster that is everything I am.

I am a fucked up girl with a lot of heart, no direction,

and barely any sort of stability.

I want someone to look at me and tell me
that I'm the best thing that has ever happened to them,

and more than anything, I want them to mean it."
-unknown